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8月 20th
12:14

pretty important interview. 

probably flunked it.

have a long way to go yet

12:13

(元記事: orphanwork (fuccgirlから))

8月 16th
20:54

(元記事: 00414 (garmentdepositoryから))

12:19

(元記事: nosyrup.tistory.com (fyjaehyeonから))

12:13

(元記事: bienenkiste (fuccgirlから))

12:13

(元記事: iguanid (firnandfiireから))

12:12

(元記事: 87km (fuccgirlから))

8月 14th
00:16

Went to Chicago to see my brother Harold’s (2番上) first baby son. I am an uncle now.

My brother mentioned to me this dream he has, where some time in the future we would all buy a single vacation house for all of our families to use. Where we would all be together and successful. I feel he wants this for his new son. I do too, and I want it for all of us.

Heading back to New York with Joe (4番上). At the airport, we split up. Came up with reasons why this made more sense. Whatever.

Usually, when at the airport saying goodbye to him and won’t see each other for a while, or whenever, we do some childish shit, like punch each other as if we were still kids. This time, I just patted him on his shoulder and left him. Told myself it was okay, I will see him later, we’re still in the same city. But that’s not it.

Stopped at his apartment a day or two later to pick up some stuff, and also dropped some things off for him. This time, I could barely stand the sight of him. This is not my brother. Fucking disgusts me. I never thought I would say or think such things about him of all people. Makes it all the more disappointing.

Like I’m watching a train crash in slow motion. And I can see, another, opposite vision comes to mind. Not one where our family is together, but where we’ve all separated and fallen apart, living in isolation on different corners of the planet, wondering why it had to be this way.

8月 13th
23:39

Linne

by sakai asuka

(元記事: senshuk (akuriruから))

8月 12th
13:26

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13:24

Lawrence Alma-Tadema, The Roses of Heliogabalus (1888)

(元記事: plizm (minaminyanから))

13:09

Waves

by Holly Miranda

(出典: earwormdaily)

12:53

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12:51

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12:46

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